'life is a highway....'

last night i had an unprecedented bout of sleepiness and went to sleep at midnight. for anyone who knows me, this is rather early. i suppose it could have something to do with the fact that i had slept less than 5 hours the night before and then woke up at 7 a.m. yesterday morning to get to church on time for rehearsal. but even still, i was surprised at just how tired i was. i could have gone to bed at least an hour earlier, but i think i have an internal mechanism that refuses to believe that i could possibly be tired before 1 a.m.....i would love for this to change. i'm not sure it ever will.

i'll be in gaithersburg this week in order to help michael prepare for his move to charm city on the 28th. it'll be nice to spend the time together and also to help him organize his stuff. i'm such a weirdo. that kind of thing genuinely excites me....

before i go to the shower and get ready to leave, i must say that i am having an interesting juxtaposition of feeling right now. i possess this odd sense of contentment intermingled with a gnawing internal unsettlement. i suppose this should come as no surprise to me, considering the fact that my life is still in a state of constant upheaval and yet i know in my heart that God's plan for my life is being accomplished. strange, though, to feel such strong, seemingly contrasting emotions all at once.

some days i feel like i have a split personality.

happy monday, people. we here at 'my brain hurts' thank you for your continued curiosity:)