'age only matters if you're a cheese.'

the sun is filtering through the barely opened blind slats here in the living room and i'm sitting here with headphones on, trying to drown out the noise of the music working its way through the wall from next door. i am certain that this will go on all day, as it has every day for the last week or 2. it's starting to drive me nuts....

i can't help this feeling that there's something about to go down - it's as if some things are hanging in the balance, waiting for the final piece to lock into place so that the sequence of events can commence. what's up with this? i am not generally someone who waits around for tragedy to occur, but i can't quite walk away from this one....

something just kind of hit me: i'm 27 years old...no longer in my mid-20s. i'm certainly in what i would consider 'the lates' at this point. wow. i don't feel old or anything, but it's hard to imagine how THAT many years has passed since i was born. it's not that i'm in denial about the fact that i'm an adult, but i can't help but sit in amazement, because some days i still feel like a 3-year old....or a 12-year old.....or an 18-year old....not today, though....

today, i FEEL 27.....