diastrophism

the last several days of my life have been so interesting. okay, interesting isn't really that interesting of a word, but you know what i mean....i feel something shifting under the surface, changing the tides, the way i perceive colors, the timbre of the pounding in my chest....

in many ways, the last 72 hours have been very 'raw' for me, and yet i find myself, somehow, at peace...sitting silent in the wonder of it all. and in my waiting, God's voice echoes down the empty hallways of my heart, reminding me over and over again that i am His, that He hears my cries, that He is perfectly in tune to my joys and sorrows....and, most prominently, that He is not fazed by my confusion, my indecision, my question after question after question into the night....

all i ask is that You keep carving, Lord. i want to see the river, after all.