i'm going to be honest with you

i'm a mess. i'm in quite a bit of pain, and it's getting to me. earlier i started crying, just because someone showed me a tiny bit of compassion. ugh. no fun.

the good news is that i'm going to see a podiatrist tomorrow about the bad foot pain i've been experiencing for some time now. but i've also got this incredibly sore, very stiff neck that is making me crazy. i'm telling you - it's not good.

so that's why i haven't written in a couple of days, really. i'm just hurting. there's no sense in pretending otherwise.