straight to the point...except not
after work upon work this evening, salimah and i went over to chili's for a burger. it hit the spot. so did our conversation about people with jacked up agendas and the inability (or unwillingness) to grow a pair and call someone back.
and when all is said and done, i can't even be that mad, because what does it matter anyhow?
and if i'm being honest, i'm sad tonight. because i can't have what it is that i feel like i'm supposed to have. how can everything point in one direction, except the funny little thing called what's actually going on?
God, if i even knew one thing right now, i feel like i'd be at least in the game. forget about being ahead of it.